Things comes and goes....

Things comes and goes. Do i really need to take all things seriously or just behave like what i always behave of? Sometimes, because of too use to be, then it became a habit where u actually will repeat and repeat the same things again and again. Althought how many times you tell yourself not do it again but sometimes just cannot. When suddenly things already fixed but because of one small things, things become maze again. Does that person really mean it or because sometime we cannot prevent it to be happen again and again? When this come across me again and again, i felt like i giving up!!

a life which full of new things...

Lastly and finally my workplace had been setup. So i not needed to bring my laptop along to work but problem comes when i already use to be using certain software in my laptop so now have a bit difficultly when using the desktop to work but at least i not to take care two things together at the same time.. Going to be crazy when always thinking that people behind me may doing something to my beg.. This is where people call be careful but it make me sick since my attitude is the some kind not care so much things like that but still i need to prevent.. Better prevent before it happen, right...
hmm.. two-three weeks passed and me kinda miss the feel of being a student.. WHAT a big changes in my life when my foot moving from student to become a people called 'working people'... with the tag hanging on my neck, people cannot stop looking at your tag. figuring out which company you from?? Sure at their mind comparing CIMB with their company.. Or maybe just me the person think too much about it?? hehe..maybe
Recently, i falling in love.. YUP, fall in love.. with one things.. Besides, sakura flower i falls in love with dandelion.. Wondering why i like things that it would be have long period life.. sakura flower, 'mei hua'-chinese flower and now dandelion.. haiz.. later on if my bf want to give me flower, sure he will get headache.. hehe.. dandelion flower very beautiful same with sakura flower.. Now, i doing my saving for Japan trip which i already planned so long.. i hope i can go there before 30.. hehe.. need to work hard to realize this dream.. Sure, with the bless of god i can do it..
Now also i have a lot of story want to write in a book... finding a special book.. really special book to start of a story.. maybe with the cover of dandelion?? sound nice right.. Ok, the next thing to do is find a special book...
okla, that's all for this time.. later on will share some tips about life.. now editing the text.. maybe next time will post it at here.. just be patient,k.. muah.. c u all

A week called as a working people...

After a week become of those people running for the LRT train. Finally, i use to be among those people. Working tired and study tired is much different. Both the same word but the feeling is different. Working tired is a feeling that you need to feel it by yourself. And it much different internship and real working experience. Real working is all the things you need to do right at the 1st time and you wrong for the first time it would better not to worng for the second time. After a week working in a fulling english condition now i can speak english more confidently with facing when people since i trained to be like that. Although i trained to be speak fulling english in the phone but it will be a good start for me since i think i speak badly during the study time.. hehe.. cannot deny it..:P

I learn a lot of things in a week. Many people putting their hope in my hands since i will deciding would you will be in the interview list. I still a beginner yet i will try my best to do my work.. i confident about it. It will never mind if my mentor scolded me in front of many people (although my mentor is very2 nice with me) but i think i will not doing the same mistake for the second time. Of course, my communication skills improve a lot since i talk very much through phone.. Besides, i think my english will be better since many new term i learn during a week. All those term i think i will not learn in at study time (org mls nk cari kamus) haha!!!

If people asking would it be a waste if i working different from what i studying. Yes, maybe but in my opinion i learn new things. Although my butt still attaching with the chair all the time but yet it's was different when it comes to this two things. hehe~~ Whatever, i like what i am doing now. Won't be regret for the decision i made!! i think this the right thing i had decide in my life..

God, please bless me in whatever i do!! God bless me!

Love God!!!! muah~~~

Zee Avi

Zee Avi is a singer which i think her song is very interesting.. On her album, all her songs are relax which you actually attract to sing along and move your body. Yup, you cannot resist to get along with the song... How beautiful it is.. Not many singer can do it.

I know her when first listen to her song-Bitter Heart-a DJ promote her song and i was quite attract to the rythm of the song. For those who intrested can go download her ablum and listen her songs... Sure, you will not regret it!

Feeling to express

A nice book is you can go along with the feeling that an author want to express...
Then you have a lot of things need to share to others people..
And you have the exthuasisme/excited feeling to finish the book immediately...
Or just maybe i kinda of emotional when reading the book???
Watever i enjoy the feeling of reading... and i can in my world without realize what happen around me and i didn't even realise when my friends pass beside me and go out..
haiz~~ what a bad habit haha...

In life...

We know thats life is precious.

Today will not be tomorrow and tomorrow will never be today.

What you done at the past reflect today circumstances.

We may want to change the past, but why not we think what we can do now to make our life more better than the past. As we know, the past we cannot change, what we can change is the future.

You may regret something that you had do or decide at the past. Why wasting your time in regreting what you have done at the past? Make your move, think what you can do now make your "regreting" feeling disappear. Live in regret, then your life is over.

You need control your heart not your mind. Sound diffcult, yeah it maybe. Try as hard as you can. Once you success to do the first step, then the next step will more easier for you to take.

In our life, nothing is easy to do. The harder it was the better it is. Which one you prefer the harder way to go on or the easier way to go on. You may choose to easy one because you live in the conditon where all the facilitties already provided for you. So, why not choose the easy one.

But...

People who chosen the harder way will learn more. They face many things that where the easy one will never experince. They go through the hard time in their life, when the more harder time come they have prepare for it. Which actually easier for them to go on.

If the easy one face the same problem, do you think they may survive at the same condition. Not many people can survive due to the comfort condition they have now.

For example, a poor man become rich in their life as he goes through all the difficulting time in his life. He will remember what at the past teach him to be as a successful person today. Once, he fall down again, what in his mind is "all i need to do is start it again". This is what we should have in our mind. A mindset which will never give up.

If people who live in a comfort condition, did you think they may able to face the condition like the poor man? Comfort condition here may mean you have the wealth to do anything you like. Once they fall down, its like this is the end of they world. "Not more i can do". Because they already in the comfort zone where all are provided for him. Maybe even a small thing they may also cannot do. All they think is, life is getting harder to survive.

It is the worst condition you face? This is the first thing you should pop up in your mind. If it is not the worst, then why you think so negative? If yes, you actually given an oppurtunity to see a chance/hope in a bad condition. Grab the oppurtunity, go on with that sure you make yourself in the right track. Think positive!!!

What i want to say here, people who live in different condition have different tought in their mind.

NO matter what condition it is, bad or good. Faces it! It is for us to become stronger in life. Don't try to be absence, it's only make your situation worst!

True Friendship Story...

There was two friends who was lost in the middle of the desert. One day, they meet an old man in the middle of the desert. The old man spoke to them that as they walk forward they will see a apple tree. The apple tree have two apple, the big once you eat it, you would able to live and walk out from this desert meanwhile the smaller one,once you eat it you will be die in the desert. Once the old man finish spoken,he dissappear. Both of them continue to walk, like what the old said they saw the apple tree and the two apple. When night come, both of them once again raise their head see the two apple. And both of them say in the heart, because we are friend so i won't want my friend to die. Both of them, sleep under the tree without eating the apple. When the day become lighter, one of them wake up and did not his friend around there. In his heart feel very dispointed with his friend when he saw only one apple at the tree, the smaller one. He take the apple and eat it because he taught that if i die why not i eat it. He continue with his walk. Not far from there, he saw a dead body which is his friend body and also a much more smaller apple in his hand.

This story telling us, is a matter what kind of perpesctive we see in a situation.

"Laughing at our mistakes can lengthen our own life, BUT... laughing at someone else's mistake can shorten it"

怀念不如相见

"Sometime we need to know what our mistakes for life to go on."

Personal Leadership Quotation

"Tell me and i'll forget;
Show me and i may remember;
Involve me and i'll understand"
- chinese proverb-

Change your thoughts and you change your world
-Norman Vincent Peale-

All babies are born geniuses, and we spent the first six years of their degenuising them
- Buckminister Fuller-

All the water in the world will not sink the boat, unless water gets into the boat.
-Anonymous-

Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift your higher
-Oprah Winfrey-

Every change in human attitude must come through internal understanding and acceptance
-John Maxwell-

"If anything is certain, it is that change is certain. The world we are planning for today will not exist in this form tomorrow" -Philip Crosby-

Commiment is what transforms a promise into reality
-Abraham Lincoln-

if you want small changes, work on your behaviour. If you want quantum leap changes, work on your paradigms. -Stephen R. Covey-

For one who has no objective, nothing is relevant.
-Conficius-

Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough,we must do
-Johann Wolfgang von Geothe-

The man who does things makes many mistake, but he never makes the biggest mistake at all - DOING NOTHING. -Benjamin Franklin-

Courage is resistance of feaar, mastery of fear - not absence of fear.
-mark Twain-

The only thing we to fear is fear itself
-Franklin Roosevelt-

Today Quotation - CREATIVITY -

"Creativity is the ability to look at the ordinary, and see the extraordinary"

"Re-frame problem into opportunity"

"Break the pattern"

"Coming out with different answer options - don't stop at the first right answer"

"How you see the world and live your life, which effect what you get and ultimately who you become in your life"

"What is important is flow you pick up from where you fall and move on"

I was in the class when something just suddenly pop up in my mind Well, it is been quite a long time since first year i enter university All my romantic, jiwang2, poems, writings and thoughts just gone like that.. Loss in the middle of the ocean, hard to find it back no matter how hard i try. But it maybe true an idea just will pop up like that no matter what place it is... Here i would to share today thought.. can say like that la~~ haha

Do not only look at the surface,
it maybe have deeper meaning on it.

Become stronger does not mean you need to conquer the world,
but be humble all the things will come to you.

Yet, you may won the game,
but the loser learn more.

You may have "ALL" in your hand
Yet, when you "Free IT" you have more.

The word of impossible always occur
when the word of cannot appear.

In the cycle of life, you may seat on the top yet to prepare to seat on bottom.

Don't reach the sky,
reach the galaxy,
because the infinity is infinity.

You maybe the smarter among the smarter,
but yet also learn from the non-smarter,
because in different condition the smarter
and non-smarter only the matter of line.

People say " I like to be.." and " I love to be..",
yet not many people will to be...

Don't expect the more but expect the less.

I count the day that passed,but why not count the day of future.

One step you take may have bigger change in future
yet if you don't take the step,how will you know...

You trying to be
ordinary among ordinary
smarter among smarter
intelligent among intelligent
but yet don't loss yourselfin the middle of ocean.

The line among us, does it really matter?

I saw the white and the black, but i forget the grey...

I saw the round shape, the triangle and the square,
amazing shape form out after that...

I saw the star in the sky
trying so hard to shine at night
trying to reach the star
but i realizelook from far is the best

Start your day with a smile, your world will be more brighter.

The COLOR of MINE

Blue
The beautiful color of mine
When I open my eyes
I can see it
Sometimes I feel that I can hold it
Wherever I’ve been
It was there
Like my truly friendship
My little friend
Always there for me
Whenever I need them
You’re the Blue one

Yellow
The peaceful color of mine
Shining at night
Share the peace for all
I knew it’s was nearby me
Although I don’t where
Like my lovely lover
My only lover
Shining my life with your love
Share the love with me
Always love me
You’re the Yellow one

The color of brave
Teach me always to be patient
There nothing to be hurry
Because your turn will come
And that time you must know
The meaning of appreciate
The past always teach me
To be stronger than yesterday
Never give up
Because you will never knew
When you never try
You’re the Red one

The color of mine
Was the secret I kept
It’s light up my life
And these will be yours too…

Count

As time pass by, we all get older and older
Many things change, sometime we did not really realize it
People around us come and go
What will left is the footprint of the pass inside of our heart
No matter what kind of memory it is, it's still part of our life
The memory that will be recall later on when the time is come...
Here, i leave a POEM written by Joe Jack,

Count your garden by the flowers,
Never by the leaves that fall,
Count your days by sunny hours,
Not remembering clouds of all,
Count your nights by stars, not shadows,
Count your life with smiles, not tears,
And when your life has reached its autumn,
Count your age by friends, not years.
~Joe Jack~

LoVe

This poem i have been dedicated to someone
I think it is suitable for the feeling i felt that time...

Love is patient and kind
Love is not jealous, or
Conceited, or proud
Love is not ill-mannered
Or selfish, or irritable
Love does not keep a
Record of wrong; love is
Not happy with evil, but is
Happy with truth
Love never give up; its
Faith, hope and patience
Never fail

Together with the leave my friend gave me from Japan
I hope that person will take care it preciously
because it was very-very important to me
割爱给你的哦...